21st May 2009

I started to get very tired from the moment I wake up in the morning for work. I have not had this kind of feeling for a long time to me. But i guess its only for about a month or so.

On yesterday's morning, 20th May 2009, that feeling was here again. Haix. No choice, had to drag myself out of the bed. Then, I realised one thing. That is the ability to endure hardship is not about how tired you can be but is the ability of how long can you endure the accumulated tiredness/stress; having to overcome that terrible feeling everyday until you get over the transition period for that small period of time and having to experience it again when a new day starts.

My newly made good friend has some problems which I feel so helpless in helping her to solve her problems. What I can only do and what I did was to listen to her problems and try to give suggestions to help her in finding a way out.

She's quite extraordinary, which I can say I have not knew anyone like her before. She is very nice to me whether in work or personal life; really feel grateful to have her as my friend.

Soon my graduation will come.But I am still blogging here. Haha! I promise a type of flower to blog tonight. So bo bian. hehe.. gonna sleep so alr..

11 May 09

Recently do not have the time to update my blog. Sorry to my friends who want to read my blog. Pai seh ah.

I am just very busy to update cuz from morning all the way to night I wasn't at home and by the time I reached home, I am already very tired and wanted to faster bathe and have some sleep to rest before the next day starts again.

This routine lasted for about 2 weeks but this week stopped. As something has happened that lead to this situation. To a certain extend it is good as I get to take a break! It is very tiring and I finally can get to rest!

I am very glad to know a few really good friends though we have only known for just a few weeks. I really feel very happy and hope that our friendship can last. This just shows that those who can click will just click. Haha.

With such a busy life I had, my time with family has also gradually cut down. Again, to a certain extend it is good to me. As i do not have to face someone's nonsense at night as I have a sufficient excuse to excuse myself from his nonsense.

But yesterday he gave out some stunts again according to my mum. I was well asleep so didn't hear anything. Sigh. I guess we are all at our wits end. The only thing we can do is to hope he can change for the better. But this seems impossible as we have been hoping since we were quite young till now.

Recently get to hear a lot of english songs and some of them i really like it!!! Just a few moments ago i finally manage to find the song I have been looking for! And that is "Roll the Credits' by Paula Deanda. But it seems that I can only hear from you tube. Sad. [Play the song yourself ah! Really nice song!!!]

Graduation

Yes! Our graduation is finally reaching! Hm. Can get to see friends who are like losing contact soon as all of us are busy with our own life and the guys, those who going in soon will go in; the girls majority should be going to university.

So, see u all (my classmates/coursemates) on 21st May 2009! We must take lots and lots of pics! Haha.