Oh yes! Finally had the patience to blog. The truth is I can't sleep at this hour. Haha. I guess now I really have to wait till after 3 am before I could sleep. Its all due to the night shifts and clubbing. Haha.
Today I did spring cleaning for my bedroom and found so much of lizard's shit! Reall is oh my 天. Haha. The amount is more than what my mum has been cleaning. So I guess I have made that corner to clean that even lizards also want to stay there. There isn't this thing when we did not clean previously.
At night my mum, my eldest sis and me were roughly discussing how to include our study tables into the room. But somehow I was trying to suggest a really MAJOR revamp and no one actually appreciates it. At least treat it as a joke la! But no one did it.
And I flared up for having been listening my sis repeating the same words :" Please keep ur things! You have a lot of things!".
As if I do not want to keep my things; I am really just too lazy to do that as I really want to have proper sleep and entertainment! I have been working hard for so long and so tired to the fact that I have not been really studying. I just hope I can pass this sem continue the rest of the semesters.
In the uni, I realise that I am the kind of person that really needs to be pushed in order to achieve something. But in uni, there's no one to push me to work hard! So this is also one of the reason why I didn't study that much. Haha.
Sometimes I really wondered if I really should go out and work first. At least in this way I have some income and at the same time able to rest more and rather than just jump into studying after working for double jobs for like 3 to nearly 4 months.
I slept in lectures so much that I surprised myself. I am that daring now. Unbelievable right? To my poly mates. They have seen how I study and worked hard for my good results. I have really changed.
Changes are pushed by surroundings circumstances. But I have faith in destiny and gods that my life would be a better one. =) It seems very naive but this is indeed the thinking that has been helping me to move on.
And of course not forgetting the listening ears lent to me, the encouragements and advices from my buddies (Yuying, Sara, Ann Kay and Huisi)!!! Thanks so much! Really!!!
Up till now, I had my fun, rest and entertainment. Shall work hard the next sem so as to not to pass so badly! Haha.
But one more clubbing on the way.... Haha.
