I need to thank someone today for making me realise the ultimate reason why I have not been into a relationship after so long.
I'm reporting work @ 7pm, but still blogging @ 641pm. This shows that this reason is of huge importance. I think it isn't really nice to disclose his name as it would be very complicated if anyone who knows what's going on see this.
He told me he's afraid if 'they' can't be friends. I am suddenly awaken by this sentence which expresses what I have been afraid of and so avoiding many things. Thanks to him, I recalled my fear. And so I should brave up if necessary. =)
