突然觉醒

I need to thank someone today for making me realise the ultimate reason why I have not been into a relationship after so long.

I'm reporting work @ 7pm, but still blogging @ 641pm. This shows that this reason is of huge importance. I think it isn't really nice to disclose his name as it would be very complicated if anyone who knows what's going on see this.

He told me he's afraid if 'they' can't be friends. I am suddenly awaken by this sentence which expresses what I have been afraid of and so avoiding many things. Thanks to him, I recalled my fear. And so I should brave up if necessary. =)

17 Dec 2009

Oh yes! Finally had the patience to blog. The truth is I can't sleep at this hour. Haha. I guess now I really have to wait till after 3 am before I could sleep. Its all due to the night shifts and clubbing. Haha.

Today I did spring cleaning for my bedroom and found so much of lizard's shit! Reall is oh my 天. Haha. The amount is more than what my mum has been cleaning. So I guess I have made that corner to clean that even lizards also want to stay there. There isn't this thing when we did not clean previously.

At night my mum, my eldest sis and me were roughly discussing how to include our study tables into the room. But somehow I was trying to suggest a really MAJOR revamp and no one actually appreciates it. At least treat it as a joke la! But no one did it.

And I flared up for having been listening my sis repeating the same words :" Please keep ur things! You have a lot of things!".

As if I do not want to keep my things; I am really just too lazy to do that as I really want to have proper sleep and entertainment! I have been working hard for so long and so tired to the fact that I have not been really studying. I just hope I can pass this sem continue the rest of the semesters.

In the uni, I realise that I am the kind of person that really needs to be pushed in order to achieve something. But in uni, there's no one to push me to work hard! So this is also one of the reason why I didn't study that much. Haha.

Sometimes I really wondered if I really should go out and work first. At least in this way I have some income and at the same time able to rest more and rather than just jump into studying after working for double jobs for like 3 to nearly 4 months.

I slept in lectures so much that I surprised myself. I am that daring now. Unbelievable right? To my poly mates. They have seen how I study and worked hard for my good results. I have really changed.

Changes are pushed by surroundings circumstances. But I have faith in destiny and gods that my life would be a better one. =) It seems very naive but this is indeed the thinking that has been helping me to move on.

And of course not forgetting the listening ears lent to me, the encouragements and advices from my buddies (Yuying, Sara, Ann Kay and Huisi)!!! Thanks so much! Really!!!

Up till now, I had my fun, rest and entertainment. Shall work hard the next sem so as to not to pass so badly! Haha.

But one more clubbing on the way.... Haha.

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Hi people... I'm sorry if you have been waiting for new posts from me...

I promise I will blog until I siao when my holidays is here, which will be the start of December. It's seem a bit too far away, but that's the only time that I would be free.

The reason is because besides focusing on my studies which I dun tink I am very focused due the fact that I am holding a part-time job at cheers store, located near my house which only takes 5 minutes walk from my home.

I have lots of things to write too, from one-day tour with Ms goh to my bdae celebration cum gatherings with mel, shone n nk; Hui Si n Ann Kay; Sara, YY, YuHan and Nigel to some of my very mature friends.... Lots of things to write to keep in mind.

Do wait for all these posts!!!

Sunflower aka Ms Goh aka Gui Xin

Hello Ms Goh!!! This post is gonna to be on you!!! Haha.
Its so nice to know you Ms Goh, really. I didn't expect that I can click with you, and to an extend that we are really close now, as if we have known each other for a very very time.

I feel comfortable being with you; you never fail to make me laugh with ALLLL your cute cute actions and LAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEE jokes!! Haha.



28th April 2009


These are amount of volumetric flaks, centrifuge tubes ( I think that's all) that we have to wash! Steady right? But come to think of it again, being highly paid to wash all these is worth it. Haha!

And we get to chat lots of stuff at the sink there, from there I guess we really start to "ar ga liao". Haha.

Think we running AAS at this point of time. Then too boring that we took picture to amuse ourselves. Haha!


30th April 2009
This is my titrated solution!!! Nice right? Haha. I guess this are the only 2 times where I really put in effort in doing the titration. Haha.


13th May 2009

Ms Goh, this is the conversation we talk about our "cough cough" things right? Haha. The BEST MSN in the world as we get to see each other in person (physically), while using Microsoft Word to converse. Haha. Lucky we still have computer to use, if not I guess Sheng Ping, Ruth and those who came in will know what were we talking about. Haha!

20th May 2009

(Specs not misty)

(Specs misty)


Ms Goh, these are the 2 pictures we took when we were wearing the N95 masks to prevent us from breathing in all the micro-organisms grown on the air-con ventilation. Funny right? As as if we have flu or cough on that day. Haha!

And this is you, Ms Goh, with your fat samples that were specially returned to you by Mr Teong. Haha. So many samples.... haha..

I did not post the pictures that we took with our graduation gown before the graduation day came as I find that like a bit weird. People will SURE to come and ask why we did this. Haha. So its better not to post. Hehe.

Ms Goh, I wanna thank you for the help, care and concern given to me for the recent event that has happened. Luckily I still have you on that day (contactable), which I wanted to reply his sms, as I can't find others to help me. Really thanks! If not I think I'm gonna to be very saddened 100 times. Haha!

But now I'm feeling ok already. Tomorrow meeting you for karokae session! Sing to out fullest!! Haha!

NEW URL:moonng-xiaoyue

I do not wish to blog much today, just wanna talk about new URL for my blog. I have just changed the URL for my blog. The reason that I change is partly really because of one person. And that person is, yes, is that person.

That person deleted me on friendster AND facebook. I have confirmed my friendster friends list is not inclusive of him today. Really dots. So i deleted him on my MSN, blocking his contact as well. If he wanna get in contact with me back, he has to contact me through my phone. I only did not delete his number from my handphone.

I do not wish to let him see my updates when he is doing things in such an extreme way. I would really like to severe ties with him and forget about him. I also do not wish to let him still lingering onto things between him and me. If want to stop contact, do it thoroughly.

Another reason is that I would like to let others know that I have finalised my English/Christian name for the convenience of others who are not able to articulate my name clearly. That is "Moon". I called myself this as it derives from my chinese name, which I like it alot. So, next time you all can call me this, but please do not disturb me leh. Haha...

Thanks ar! Haha. Thats about for this post. Tomorrow I will blog more as I have more time tomorrow!