11 May 2010

I have been wanting to say something since last week. And that is I feel that Ann Kay and Huisi have become like my family members from friends!!!

I got the feeling as a family member of them after a few events. Firstly, its with regards to Qian Qian's 21st birthday present. Inititally I bought the gifts and kept them in my house. But for whatever reasons, I just can't seem to find them on the day of the birthday celebration. I panicked and my mood just gone bad as time was pressing against us, having to think of solutions and to get things done.

I called ann kay and told her about it. Sure enough, being a good friend, she comforted me and we thought of alternatives. We solved the problem, but wanting to add a birthday card. Okay, we set to meet bugis. However, she kept me waiting at the station when during the waiting time, I could have went up to buy the birthday card already; saving some time and set off to the celebration.

I was totally in a bad mood even though we managed to get things done. We didn't speak much in the train until I realised ann kay was standing beside me silently, not raising any doubts on my anger for sometime.

The next moment, I appologised. And I confessed to her that I am very grateful for her unstanding all these while and thanks her for staying beside me even when I nearly flared up.

This is not everyone will do! I must say.

Since then, I guess our friendship has improved furhter, to family memeber status! I feel the bonding was even stronger after last monday, when my last paper ended. Ann Kay and Huisi last minute pang seh me on that day. I went into bad mood again. That was because that was my last paper and of course the urge to go out was the strongest! But I was being pang seh. I was angry with the both of them. They knew it. So they appologised to me. I didn't bother to reply them as usually when I am angry with someone, I don't feel like talking to them, explaining to them or knowing anything related them.

I didn't sms them for a day I think. Then somehow we went out on Wednesday to bugis again. Haha. And none of us remember what had happened and we just chat as usual when we met. Its only after a while that I realised that I was still angry with her only after we have met.

This is the kind of situation that only happens in my family at least. So from this incident, I have affirmed that we are now like sisters, as close as real sisters...

So everything its just like 'There is no overnight grudge between family members'. :)

And I would like to take this chance to say that, I really don't mind when I said I am waiting patiently and don't mind waiting for you ann kay!!! Muacks!!!

Continue...

On the past Monday, I treated her badly as a friend initally for the day. As I remembered the hurt that i had becasue of her. But I still toned down as she took the initiative to send me sms when I was late for lecture. She still regards me as a more than normal friend.

When the 2nd lecture break comes, she wanted to photocopy notes again. We went to the toilet but I wanted to look for Si Jia so leave her alone to Co-op. I seemed harsh on my tone but I was tired on the other hand.

To her she thinks that I am really tired so do not have the mood to joke or laugh. But in fact, it is because I bear some grudges against her. Nevertheless, I am fine with her after some time.

On the same day, as usual, I took xiao bai's car back. He told me our job is done and the rest is up to them to continue. There's a question in my head. Did someone told him to say that or is he really thinking that way? Well, though i'm really curious but i believe xiao bai won't tell me the truth in order to protect his friend. So, no point asking.

XIAOYUE!! Don't think abt it anymore already! Its none of your business!!!! Yes, this is what i have been telling myself. And hopefully I will be able to forget this soon. Mug Mug and mug!!!

In addition, there's another shocking news. I should be more worried in the people affected by this news rather than other unneccesary stuff.

10th April 2009

I guess my another '好心' is not being appreciated. Or rather the things I did were not of acceptance to certain people. I felt like I was reprimanded for spoiling things. I was DU LAN!

Cause I merely wanted to know more (kei-po) about their status from a girl's point of view. Just like the way girls have been sharing those sweet stuffs with their girlfriends. Therefore, I did not expect her to be that discreet about it and not even telling me this. Oh well, especially when she still mentioned to me "不愧是我的好朋友". I am utterly disappointed.

Her 'attractor' defended her, or rather defends her, depends on how long this relationship can last, by saying she's not that open to this kind of things. I can also feel about her being not so open in discussing these stuffs, but really just did not expect her not to say anything. And now, her 'attractor' is being embarrassed and so I was being reprimanded. Thanks to her lor.

And if lets say when her 'attractor' confess to her, she better don't come and ask me if he is worth accepting! This is my thinking now but I don't think I will be able to do that by then. But it really has to depend how the situation develops.

I was really DL by him lor. The way he told me and in a way reminding me not to mention anything between them. I am not that kpo if both of them don't want to say. I just thought I could understand or help to share as her female friend. Never did I expect him to tell me not to ask!!!

It's really best liao lor. And it is really 日就见人心。I am a bit saddened by this in fact. My tears gonna to be unbearable and will flow out unstoppable sooner or later if I fail to cool down.

We manage to resolve this problem in fact, but as a girl, of course will remember being reprimanded for such stuffs especially. And now my MSN replies are short and open-ended. He can choose to continues or not. Its up to him. I have my lab report to finish and I don't wish to continue in that topic as I feel that its really out of my business already unless I am being requested for to help out.

7th March 2010

I guess I'm really random for posting this post. haha. But my waist is aching like hell! Due to the volleyball session on 5th March (Friday). That is the first time for me playing so many sets as setter!!! Remarkable man. I guess I played 6 games as setter. Haha. But my setting IS not good at all. I feel so sorry for my spikers and sub-set!!! Nevertheless, I enjoyed!!! Yeah!! Haha..

It has been so long since I played until so shiok and happy at the same time. All thanks to all my volleyball mates!!!

The work on Saturday made my aches worst. Still got so many stock came even. But its all over. I'm now recuperating. Haha. Having a piece of Salonpas on my back now. Hehe.

Shall post whenever I feel like. =)

突然觉醒

I need to thank someone today for making me realise the ultimate reason why I have not been into a relationship after so long.

I'm reporting work @ 7pm, but still blogging @ 641pm. This shows that this reason is of huge importance. I think it isn't really nice to disclose his name as it would be very complicated if anyone who knows what's going on see this.

He told me he's afraid if 'they' can't be friends. I am suddenly awaken by this sentence which expresses what I have been afraid of and so avoiding many things. Thanks to him, I recalled my fear. And so I should brave up if necessary. =)